Author: coconutkitty143

I love you, you beautiful woman you I know sometimes you look in the mirror Tears in your eyes No you don’t see the true reflection in front of youYou give so much not expecting anything in return But sometimes what you see is the illusion of experiences you’ve had over the years you’ve begun […]

Why do I choose to be in pain and heart ache when the space that occupies my body is mine.Nothing outside can touch my spaceI make my own soupmy own chemistryBut stillSometimes I choose to be in pain and heartacheWhyI sit on my porch while My dog sleeps peacefulllySomething I wish i could do The […]

Sitting under the moonlit skyThe Mind starts to wonderWatching the stars Witnessing the interconnectedness of all beingsPondering the affection that remainsTrapped in ones own mindHitting a wallRealizing there is no one else on the other end of the line Wanting so badly to wash away the memory’sThe fantasiesBut there aren’t enough tears or rainTo put […]

I’m so thankful for everything thankful for the pain thankful for the heartache thankful for the happiness for the lust for the love for the one night stands I’m thankful for the crying for the bending on my knees asking for help Thankful for the waves the waves that life brings because lift isn’t stagnant […]

There was a time when I felt broken When I thought losing you was the end of me But as time has gone by I’ve created new memories I’ve made new connections Although some were short term Lots of one night stands But the memory of a stranger who held me all night Something you […]

I wanted to make you my king I opened myself up to you when I was broken But not until turning you away first You knew where I stood I warned you You knew I was hurt I trusted you And you kept proceeding I let you in when my heart was shattered And you […]

I am the deer galloping with joy in the open field because I see my ever expanding horizon I am the eagle soaring through the blue sky powerfully because I see a new perspective I am the squirrel who runs right in front of cars but always makes it to the other side because I’m […]

I am like the trees in high wind Allowing nature and the universe to strip away the dead parts of me Releasing the weak leaves and branches to fall away While securing a strong trunk That grounds and secures me Granting new flowers to blossom and flourish

It’s so easy to fall off the cliff into victimhood Looking at the depth below you But it’s when you start to see the power in that The power in dwindling on the edge Even though it’s so easy to feel bad for yourself today the view has changed Today I choose to see the […]

Climbing in bed tonightThe darkness consumes my sight I clench my pillowLike a cold creature resting under a willow I Rest my headLike the experience of a good book that’s been readIt feels good to relax in bed I think of youAnd the universe always finds a way to send me a clue I know […]